It was just the beginning of the semester but I hope it will end already. I have mixed emotions right now. Motivated, depressed, happy, sad and thankful. Motivated because of our clinical instructors messages. Depressed because I think I'm not gonna make it but I know I can, sort of. Happy because of friends and family. Sad because my group mates for 2 years is no longer my group mates now. Thankful because I'm in level 4. I hope and wish I will pass this semester. And by the way, we had our kits checked and also our uniforms this afternoon and I incurred 30 minutes sanction because I lack 1 mineral oil.